Path for the Patience

I am walking, walking where?
I feel cold. Does anyone care.
Families that come together in the night.
Not Giving up without a fight.
No pain, worries or doubts.
That is why God gave us a mouth.
To be here right now is a gift.
No one appreciates it, that selfish
Am I am to cross the divide.
Who knows what happens, it’s a surprise.
Music that keep me sane.
Keep it going ,playing my game.
School is filling my head up.
Like pouring water into cup.
Clear the mind.
Think, don’t waste time.
Defend Yourself
Think about others and nothing else.
Reading helps to understand.
People have fallen,
Be Brave and take stand.
Living alone isn’t easy.
The tight restraint that binds me.
Friendships that last forever.
With them behind you, its now or never.
A cat strays away from its cruel master.
Running far, its hearts beats faster.
In front lies a squirrel in a tree.
Looking down below.
He has never seen such beauty.
He takes a chance to be kind.
It swirl in his mind.
Walking down the line.
The cat is smiling.
It is no longer suffering.
To be happy is a good feeling to have.
let not your mind be consumed with wrath.
Let sun shine and live no lie.
For now, just look up at the sky.

Visions

In a dream I see a reality
Of a Man who feels accomplished
He sigh heavily- saying “I did it!”
He walks around listening to LP
His favorite song goes on and on.
But suddenly he find himself lost.
Body shaking, Heart Pounding.
Evil smiling in the distance.
He runs and keeps going
Not looking back at anything .
He falls to the ground
With little life he has left, He prays.
For being here, his friends, His girlfriend.
His heart beats slowly, closing his eyes.
Goodbye.

A week later.

The man is dressed in black,
Eyes shut and arms crossed.
A church full of mourning.
Crying, shouting, cursing, falling.
People go back and forth
Wondering why did that man leave them.
Girlfriend holds him close
Nothing changes
Friends say their lines
With tear in the eyes
Pain in their hearts.
Its too much
Goes black

Now….
Huh?!
Was it all dream or was it the future.
The man has yet to realize his potential
To do things that will take him far.
Avoid the negative and to help those
Who have nothing.
Risk it all or fall down.
With people with no direction.
Getting Lost and Not thinking
The road is long but hey
Keep the smirk going
Friends encourage and hold on
People who don’t know, can’t talk
Bringing you down.
They made their choice
Its your turn now.

A Man Weeps

The day rises, a man weeps
Is it that he feel so weak.
To go out each day.
Looking Down with nothing to say.
Where are his friends he ask.
Being at peace is not an easy task.
The devil is running around me in circles
Confusing me and trying to consume.
I wish I had a room.
But I can’t stay in there forever.
I would like to feel that nice weather.
Knowing that going forward is the only path.
I would like to be positive and not an ass.
I know God has led me here.
To be able to live for 21 years
I am grateful for my cat and my group.
Close like letters in the alphabet soup.
Spelling things like I am me.
To show to society that I am somebody.
Pain will come and go, It hurts.
Holding in like gas, it will get worse.
Playing games listen to a song.
Someone come to you, what is wrong.
Nothing I say. In the end, It doesn’t matter.
From the inside something shatters.
Leaving it all behind me,
I given up on try to please others.
I feel I like have somewhere I belong.
I am a Ghost but yet I feel alive
because in life, you make it simpler by not living a lie.
One life to live, all that is.
Your life choose how you live.
To go out in to world each day.
To be able to learn, to see what lies within.
That is what makes you unique from them.

I'll remember the day when I feel alive.
But now all that matter is how to survive.
Days goes by and its gets even harder.
Life comes at me, I will go farther.
People in my life that I have forgotten.
To forget even one person is really rotten
To pretend that there are no issues.
Walking around, and people getting used.
Is it really worth waking up and taking it out on everyone.
Problem arises, Its time to make a choice..
Will I leave or will I use my voice.
To apologize to the people left behind.
That is a start. It pays to be kind.
Friends are there and then they're others.
They can't be forgotten.
Like Family they are your sisters and brothers.
The ones that understand you matter most.
They are the ones who know I am no ghost.
People are different, everyday is new.
Whether good or bad.
Its all depends on you.
Never forgetting that God is always there.
Remind us that he is everywhere.
To the people i have wrong i am sorry.
Knowing to taking thing the wrong way.
Can you forgive me ? It's up to you to stay.

A boy walks to school.
He is new so he has no clue.
Making friends isn't so easy.
He gets sicks his stomach get queasy.
Running to the nurse, just holding on.
One minutes he feel it, the next it is gone.
Was a miracle from God.
He is thankful and gives a simple nod.
Walking in the hall, he blanks out.
Falling down slowly to the ground.
people just leave him lying there.
He's not important, it's just not fair.
A dream forms into his mind.
The world is cruel, yet be kind.
Following a path that is not your own.
You are there in control, to able to roam.
Listening what people have to say.
Its not worth ruining the day.
For one crappy thoughts says a lot.
Like a blow from the enemy, remember to block.
Holding back, it depends on you.
A lesson is taught , the boy comes to.
Realizing that this year will be tough.
Keeping his faith strong.
No more issues, he's has enough.
The past, he has overlooked
To the future, life will be as it should.
Be at peace with yourself.
Live it for you and nothing for else